Here’s the situation

All I wanted was freedom 

That’s easy you just run!

And I can see that you’re making faces

Careful they might stick and that’s it 

Every part of me is looking for a reason 

For why we’re here? and why do the trees turn?

Every autumn it’s that same old feeling

I want to grow but I find myself sleepin

So I opened up my heart to find

There’s something there - it’s deep inside

And like a mother gives without a sigh

So will I, I’ll be your light

and I shine I know it’s the only way to show that I’m grateful

and I can’t lie I’d love to share but I’m feeling unsure

M’aidez I’m lost and I’ve found myself in a little situation

And I’m not so proud I can’t ask someone for ideas or directions


I’m sure there’s a simple solution 

Why you dissolve every time my head turns

Your face will degrade with time

I keep looking till the break of dawn

And in my dreams it seems to me 

You’ll never change, you’ll always be

The animal i’ve always seen

But no you’re not, you’re running free

and I shine I know it’s the only way to show that I’m grateful

and I can’t lie I’d love to share but I’m feeling unsure

M’aidez I’m lost and I’ve found myself in a little situation

And I’m not so proud I can’t ask someone for ideas or directions

and hey hey I’m gone but I’m always someone that you can depend on

and I like your thoughts, shed light on what I’m at the other end of

and I shine I know it’s the only way to show that I’m grateful

and I can’t lie I’d love to share but I’m feeling unsure

and I shine I know it’s the only way to show that I’m grateful

and I can’t lie I’d love to share but I’m feeling unsure


Dreams/Plans

I never argued with no one

When I lived all alone

But I missed something there I couldn't replace

So I set out to build a home

Oh oh oh it never gets old

Dreaming till the morning ends

And oh oh oh if we never get old

Our dreams won’t just be plans 

There's a lot I'd like to see

Before I settle down

Would you help me find the perfect place

For my kids to call their hometown?


It may not be as green as it once was

As the weather would allow

As long as it's a little more lush than where we grew up

I've got a seed if you've got a plough

So you my friend

Are you down to lend a hand?

With all these plans

For a home built on our land

And oh oh oh it never gets old

Dreaming till the morning ends

And oh oh oh if we never get old

Our dreams won't just be plans

And oh oh oh for all we fought

We've tried to make amends

And oh oh oh give it all we’ve got

And our home might stand a chance


Somebody once had told me

There's a place on this Earth for you

And I paused for a moment and I shook my head

Said this Earth should be a place for us all

Oh oh oh it never gets old

Dreaming till the morning ends

And oh oh oh if we never get old

Our dreams won't just be plans

Oh oh oh for all we fought

We've tried to make amends

Oh oh oh give it all we've got

And our home might stand a chance

Oh oh oh when we both get old

Let's promise to still be friends


Take it from me

Every step of every road you take

And everything that you’ve been through

It’s all culminating to say something

Something about the way you do

And that’s what makes you different

What makes you glimmer in my eye

And if you had been wondering 

That’s the reason yeah, that’s the reason why

We got it under control

Share everything 

And teach everyone

And you won’t look back

With no regrets 

Oh won’t you take it from me?

Take it from me

And every single week that passes

Another 20 million down the drain

And you know if we can outlast them 

Then we can win

And we got something they don’t have

Something that we all agree

And that’s something that you can’t buy

But is always free

They’re running out of time

And we’ve got it under control

Share everything 

And teach everyone

And you won’t look back

With no regrets 

Oh won’t you take it from me?

Take it from me

Share everything 

And steal stolen things

And you won’t look back

With no regrets 

Oh won’t you take it from me?

Don’t take it from me

Fly/Flow/Flown

Never thought I’d be holding spaces 

In my heart until you finally faced it

But I learned to lose my expectations - YA?

Live for me until I make it

Never thought I'd be wholly wasted 

Drunk on love and high on your kiss

I'm sure there must be something to this 

Together can we find it's just us?

And although we flow reverse directions

We’re strengthening our deep connection

To all we know, all our relations

And the reason why we were created

It’s just a chance

What are the chances?

That the stars would all align

Our paths or tracks would collide

And I’d see through all your petty flaws 

And you would see through mine

See right to our divine

Never thought we’d be goin’ places

But we’re on our way and we’re gonna make it

So if you'll hold me, help me through this  

You know that I can always promise

I swear I’ll never burn our bridges

This love is one without condition - YA 

So slowly let it start to sink in 

And let it all come to fruition 

And although we flow reverse directions

We’re strengthening our deep connection

To all we know all our relations

And the reason why we were created

It’s just a chance

What are the chances

That the stars would all align

Our paths or tracks would collide

And I’d see through all your petty flaws 

And you would see through mine

See right to our divine

You know they’re intertwined 

As your head it rests upon my chest 

and your heart it beats in time

It’s beating right with mine

And i say from deep inside

I swear until there’s nothing left

I’ll never cease to shine


Rootlessness

And if I followed you on your winding trail 

Would you take my hand, would you take me there?

Cause I don’t want to think where I’d be without you 

Part of the desert I do not know

And every time I sink into the land around me

I find another reason to let it go

And I’ll have to see 

If I could leave it all behind 

And if I do I hope you’ll be by my side

And if you are I know we’ll be alright

And if I came along on another day

Would we have felt the same?

To see your love in a different way

I’d have a lot to say

Yeah to you

And if I came along unaware

Trusting just your speechless stare

And if it came to seem that we are all we need

I could trust in you, could you trust in me?

Cause every time I look into the world surrounding 

I think of all the wisdom that you have shown

And all I want to feel is your arms around me 

You always find a reason to let me go

And I’ll have to see if I could leave it all behind 

And if I do I hope you’ll be by my side

And if you are I know we’ll be alright

And if I came along on another day

Would we have felt the same?

To see your love in a different way

I’d have a lot to say

Yeah to you

If I followed you on your winding trail 

Would you take my hand, would you take me there?

Cause I don’t want to think where I’d be without you 

Part of the desert I do not know

And every time I sink into the land around me

You find another reason to let me go

And I’ll have to see if I could leave it all behind 

And if I do I hope you’ll be by my side

And if you are I know we’ll be alright

You deserve a vacation

We’re creatures of madness and habit

We love to believe that we have it 

But we don’t we're so far gone it's saddening 

I’m gnawing at my bones

Cause I am the dog you’re the rabbit

And we both just want to be happy 

So let’s go breathe deep the world is waiting

Like a writer for a poem


Cause I’m feeling rough after several months I’m overdue

and I need you love, but will I be enough for you?

if you only knew

It’s easy to say and to plan it

But what I want to see is some action

Rid my doubts because the winter’s coming

Let’s go to someplace warm

I surely believe in your rantings 

Of a wonderful place we can just be 

Take me now my heart’s in need of something stable

So whisper words that calm

Cause I’m feeling rough after several months I’m overdue

and I need you love, but will I be enough for you?

if you only knew

And I love to be charmed by your magic

And hear all the prayers deep inside you 

Watch your mouth as it drips words inciting 

The passion in my lungs


And if I’ve heard it once then it opens up my view

That i don’t need your love but it’d sure be nice to share with you

 

We wait

And every single word you said I remember

And every glance that never ended

I hope to see one this december

The only reason to come to the west coast

Otherwise i’m ramblin on

And of course you know our days are numbered

With so many places you could wind up

Not sure what it means to settle

But don’t forget when you’ve finally found it

The place that you are from

Cause i’m aching, i’m waiting to reclaim my truth 

And stop the constant dreams of you

Cause your eyes in my mind are all I see

Long sighs - I know just what they mean

Loosen the ties till I am finally free

When you wake up from your winter slumber 

You know that i’ll be gone for summer

But no matter how far I must wander

You'll always serve as my reminder

“What you love comes along” 

You can’t run away from all your problems

Cause you know where you go they’re sure to follow

Just need to find some land to stand on

Take my time and come back stronger

I won’t be gone for long

Cause i’m aching, i’m waiting to reclaim my truth 

And stop the constant dreams of you

Cause your eyes in my mind forever green

No light shines forever beams

One day we’ll fight and die - I know you’ve seen

On that cold red dawn

Cause i’m aching, i’m waiting to reclaim my truth 

And stop the constant dreams of you

Cause i’m waiting, i’m aching to finally see you


Unmelting

A frost covered window from the leaks in our mouth

Your breath changes tempo as the sun comes around

I leave to let you sleep

step outside and I am free

finally I can hear my heart beat slowing

And a cold bloody wind blows that’s pushing me south 

And I can’t move an inch so I’m calling you down

It’s time to figure out - all what it’s about - our dreams

And at night I lie awake

And the light I feel it as it lands upon my face

And I want to change 

My thoughts have become still I’m searching for sounds

Our dreams never seem real till our feet touch the ground

Will we always be asleep living in the dream?

Thinking we can breathe but never knowing

Till we’re old and our kids grow and we shed all the doubt 

That we kept in our heads so we would never be without

A way to calm you down when you’re stuck inside your house 

And the world becomes to loud for me 

At night I lie awake

The light I feel it as it lands upon my face

And I want to change 


Treeline

I want to live on a mountain

See all that the birds can see

Watch me grow my feathers 

Cast me out into the breeze 

Into the breeze

I want to feel the breeze

And smell the trees

I want to learn to be strong

Grow all that I need to eat

And when we feel a tremor 

You know that it won’t worry me

What will worry me you cannot see

It’s flowing deep

And if you meet me in the middle 

In the foothills on a meadow 

And we know it’s right

Won’t have to decide

Follow the water 

soak up the light

And if you wonder where can we go?

To be happy cause you don’t know

You’ll just have to find 

Look with your eyes 

Somewhere you’ll like, you’ll like

I want to live on a mountain 

Read all that I want to read

And when I am completed 

I’ll sit and write a book for me 

That you’ll never read

Cause it’s just for me 

I know what you think

And I don’t want to live long 

Just enough to share my dreams

And when they are completed 

Cast me out into the sea

Into the sea

That’s where i’ll sleep 

You won’t bury me

And if you meet me in the middle 

In the foothills on a meadow 

And we know it’s right

Won’t have to decide

Follow the water 

soak up the light

And if you wonder where can we go?

To be happy cause you don’t know

You’ll just have to find 

Look with your eyes 

Somewhere you’ll like, you’ll like

What do you like? And what’s the price of my life?

And if you meet me in the middle 

Paddle up the river

Come with the tide 

Worlds will collide

Loving this day 

can’t wait for the night

And If you wonder where’d the day go?

Just be happy that you don’t know

You’re living your life

A step at a time

Completely aligned 

Your light

And if you meet me in the middle 

In the foothills on a meadow 

And we know it’s right

Won’t have to decide

Follow the water 

soak up the light

And if you wonder where can we go?

To be happy cause you don’t know

You’ll just have to find 

Look with your eyes 

Somewhere you’ll like, you’ll like


Are you hungry?

Sweet silence - I like it

You leave home at the right time

it seems so like your style

when I see you, you’re frightened

And I sing to you

Love what you do

Something good for you

What you always knew

Your truth

You didn’t see it coming

This life is meant for running

A deeper dive into something

That’s why you’re hungry 

You see through my insides

dispel my one last lie

it’s lovely to catch your eye

and know that you’re not mine

And I sing to you

Love what you do

Something good for you

What you always knew

Your truth

You didn’t see it coming

This life is meant for running

A deeper dive into something

That’s why you’re hungry 

You knew when you hit the sand

that life is more than just bitter and bland

choose something better than

all those fools that left you for dead

they sing to you “i love you boo”

“I’m good for you”

but you always knew

the truth 

You didn’t see it coming

This life is meant for running

A deeper dive into something

That’s why you’re hungry 

You didn’t see it coming

This life is meant for running

A deeper dive into something

That’s why you’re hungry 

That’s why you’re hungry

That’s why you love me


Watch it grow

and to this day there’s a lot of things that I would like to say to you

It’s been so many years that I’ve been waiting for this

Something different, something better

But now that i’m here this awkward feeling persists 

Strange reluctance and disappointment 

I’ll try to be clear, complete and honest

This life of abundance - I’m grateful for it

But I don’t feel secure, can’t rightly make a promise 

Or any choices ‘till I find atonement 

and to this day there’s a lot of things that I would like to say to you

How i never wanted to lose our castle built in reverse 

Normally floors come first, but you taught me how to improve,

And love the things that I do, care for the seeds I’ve sown 

Look at the plants I’ve grown and look at the garden that’s bloomed

Look at the flowers that formed feel the sun it’s warm 

And smell the air that’s home

I tried not to think that one day i might miss

The life I knew - you and your letters

So keep writing to me but only if you insist 

They’re not easy to read but i’ll never surrender 

And I start to accept and finally let it sink in 

My truest motives one year later

I should have known all along if I didn’t resist 

That it wasn’t about change it was always about her

and to this day there’s a lot of things that I would like to say to you

How i never wanted to lose our castle built in reverse 

Normally floors come first, but you taught me how to improve,

And love the things that I do, care for the seeds I’ve sown 

Look at the plants I’ve grown and look at the garden that’s bloomed

Look at the flowers that formed feel the sun it’s warm 

And smell the air that’s home